[22] a dischordant note
Oct. 20th, 2011 12:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
catatonicanon[This entry is FORWARD-DATED to October 24th. She will reply to this entry for a while before going to seek out Fugue.]
9:32:33
9:32:56
that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die
23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?
i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or charles, or cheese, or kaleidoscope, or cancer?, or canon, or any other name.
remmy created this world so he wouldn't have to face the music
so close as children, but i grew up
he never did
i wanted him to wake up
i thought it would all be over
I HATED THIS PLACE
i hated his creation
i knew none of this was real, none of you were real
yet he is waking up, and it persists
reality no longer matters
all of you have gone beyond his dream
ALL OF YOU have become something more than his dream
you will have another chance
alas! my time has come
the song is coming to an end
the fourth and fifth floors belong to me
they will vanish
[[OOC: This is a plain-text "translation" of the above entry; it does not appear in the journals and is just for ease of reading for players.]]
9:32:33
9:32:56
that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die
23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?
i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or charles, or cheese, or kaleidoscope, or cancer?, or canon, or any other name.
remmy created this world so he wouldn't have to face the music. so close as children, but i grew up. he never did
i wanted him to wake up. i thought it would all be over. I HATED THIS PLACE. i hated his creation. all i wanted was to be left to die in peace and not have to live out HIS delusional fantasy
i knew none of this was real, none of you were real- yet he is waking up, and it persists
reality no longer matters. all of you have gone beyond his dream, ALL OF YOU have become something more than his dream. you will have another chance and i will take my chance to have my death
alas! my time has come
the song is coming to an end
the fourth and fifth floors belong to me
they will vanish
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodnight, sweet princess
9:32:33
9:32:56
that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die
23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?
i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or charles, or cheese, or kaleidoscope, or cancer
remmy created this world so he wouldn't have to face the music
so close as children, but i grew up
he never did
i wanted him to wake up
i thought it would all be over
I HATED THIS PLACE
i hated his creation
all i wanted was to be left to die in peace
and not have to live out HIS delusional fantasy
and not have to live out HIS delusional fantasy
i knew none of this was real, none of you were real
yet he is waking up, and it persists
reality no longer matters
all of you have gone beyond his dream
ALL OF YOU have become something more than his dream
you will have another chance
and i will take my chance to have my death
alas! my time has come
the song is coming to an end
the fourth and fifth floors belong to me
they will vanish
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodnight, sweet princess
goodbye
goodbye
goodnight, sweet princess
[[OOC: This is a plain-text "translation" of the above entry; it does not appear in the journals and is just for ease of reading for players.]]
9:32:33
9:32:56
that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die
23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?
i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or charles, or cheese, or kaleidoscope, or cancer?, or canon, or any other name.
remmy created this world so he wouldn't have to face the music. so close as children, but i grew up. he never did
i wanted him to wake up. i thought it would all be over. I HATED THIS PLACE. i hated his creation. all i wanted was to be left to die in peace and not have to live out HIS delusional fantasy
i knew none of this was real, none of you were real- yet he is waking up, and it persists
reality no longer matters. all of you have gone beyond his dream, ALL OF YOU have become something more than his dream. you will have another chance and i will take my chance to have my death
alas! my time has come
the song is coming to an end
the fourth and fifth floors belong to me
they will vanish
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodnight, sweet princess
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Date: 2011-10-21 03:11 am (UTC)can't deny what's in front of your eyes
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Date: 2011-10-21 03:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-21 04:23 am (UTC)reality has become fluid
dreams and wishes and desires are shaping the world
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Date: 2011-10-21 05:16 am (UTC)But then I find many things hard to believe that just are in Edensphere.
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Date: 2011-10-21 05:19 am (UTC)who is to say the dream will never change for the dreamers?
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Date: 2011-10-21 05:26 am (UTC)And us?
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Date: 2011-10-21 02:09 pm (UTC)also dreamers
the
and shakers
fighters, healers, schemers, plotters
friends, boy and girlfriends, lovers
individuals, with individual ideas and thoughts and dreams, so powerful they overcame him
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Date: 2011-10-22 04:29 am (UTC)yoit more easily than I could.For the sake of those I love, I hope you are right.
Good luck, Renée. May you find your peace.
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Date: 2011-10-22 11:39 pm (UTC)you do not have to believe me- the truth will reveal itself soon